Is it dead or alive?
wait to find out :P
hahaha. later kena con.
Wheee!~ I’m done with sem 1 exams! hahaha (though i only did take 2/5 papers >_<) heh. Lalala~ :P
Super duper mucho banyak things to do during my 2 month break that I don’t even know where to begin! Hahaha but I’m just glad that i have these 2 months away from college :D Lalalalala~
Best of all, it ended surprisingly good, my last paper. Well, I wouldn’t say it was the best of endings, but it wasn’t bad nonetheless :). Econs was quite easy albeit all the stress and panic attacks I had studying it last night. One regret though, I should’ve just stopped at chapter 2…what a waste of precious sleep time reading chapters 3 and 4, and nothing from those chapters even went into my head –_- lol, yes it was that bad. To top it off, there were actually 6 chapters to cover for the exam! hahahahaha, last minute studying >_< bleh~
Whatever the case, it’s now all over and I can enjoyyyyyyy! :D woohoo!! woohoo!! Plenty of things to do! Here are some on them just off the top of my head(is that phrase even correct? O.o lol) in no particular order:
- regain beauty (LOL :P no kidding! I’ve got a major case of dark rings and eye bags and stress pimples :( boo)
- exercise and lose 7-8 kg! (this is kind of a challenge :X hehe)
- read up my chick lit novels and maybe get more? :P
- learn some new songs on the piano! :D (haven’t touched it in ages…hands itching :P)
- be a good daughter and help mummy out with the housework :) (now THIS is a real challenge for me :X i hate housework bleh~)
- watch the hk drama series my aunt lent me (drama marathon hehehe :D i’ll make mummy watch with me)
- hang out, party, chill, mamak, yumcha, movie, jalan-jalan, and enjoyyyyyyy with friends :D (so start booking me now!!! hehe)
- most importantly, FIND A JOB!! and earn some ka-chings, moolah, dough ;) (this is for a later, BIGGER plan hehe but also cause I’m super broke now. :( really. super. broke.)
- and towards the ending of these 2 months, I’m gonna : STUDY!!! LOL (no, seriously, I am. Just wait. And see. I will! :P the nerd that I am hahaha Err…or wish to be..? :X) <—I really do hope I’ll carry this one out :X I must!
Okay, that is one long list of plans that sure is. 2 months isn’t enough!!! Ahhhhh!!! >_< but I' shall make do with what I’ve got :). Really hope I’ll manage to execute them all hehe :D. Eleh, “execute”, think what? hahahha bleh, I’m being lame :) I’m. Just. So. Happy. So. Don’t. Blame. Me. :P
Decided not to take the socio paper today after all.
I’m just not ready.
Nobody’s fault but my own, I know.
No use complaining much now, I know.
I’m really sorry, mum, dad.
I’ll deal with the consequences.
I’m ready to be scolded =/.
I guess in the end, and actually from the very beginning, I deserved it.
25th August, 2009
Happy Birthday!! :D
went to lobsterman for dinner :) yummy yum yum :D
but that wasn’t the highlight of the night hahaha…poor dad, bday boy ended up changing tyres on his bday. in his new shirt. lol >_<.here’s how the story goes…
dinner dinner eat eat, paid the bill, came out, walked towards the car and dad goes “oh sh*t! the tyre’s punctured!* lol at first i thought he was kidding, then as we reached the car, i could see that it was indeed punctured lol. anyway, i’ll let the pictures do most of the talking. it’s already late and i have to get started on my sociology! ahhhhh gonna be awake the whole night again >_<. sigh..exams suck. :(
after that, i found the car manual in the car, and we managed to figure out how the jack works :P
but that wasn’t the cause of the punctured tyre..haha we thought it was.
anyways, here’s cake time at home :)
omg it’s almost 12.30!!! socioooooo!!!! ahhhhhhhh!!!! *panics*. k, imma go off now! byebye wish me luck! :D
suddenly felt like blogging O.o..lol maybe it’s bacause im listening to a kind of sweet/sad song? currently loving xin tiao by lee hom :)..although i must admit, i don’t understand it..but i googled the lyrics! ahahha and it pretty much those sad, sweet love songs…like most chinese songs are i suppose haha…i’ts gonna be on my piano playing list ;)
whoosh! exams exams..has started…yes, my horror week begins :(…accounts sucked bigtime today…prolly failing that already…left 2 more papers to fail…woohoo…-_-“…i was just thinking, if only we could like type instead of write for sociology paper…that would seriously help like super a lot…imagine having to write nonstop for 3 freaking hours…-_- gonna get sore fingers for sure…lol bah……ihateexams :(
on a happier note, I CAN’T WAIT FOR MY 2 MONTHS BREAK after this week is over and done with! :D…woohoooooooo! though, i think im prolly gonna be busy busy busy…but at least i get to take a break from all the stress of being in college :(…me no likey…</3
got so much planned out, i hope i have enough time to finish up everything hahaha >_< maybe there’s not enough time, but we’ll see how it goes :)
oh im looking for a job…ANY RECOMMENDATIONS?? :( i seriously need to work my ass off and make big money!…can’t wait for november to comeeeeeee :D:D:D:D!!!! i get to see all my dears dears dearsssss :D:D woohoo! it’s gonna be a BLAST!! :D can’t wait! heeee~ xD
and now, we move on to a topic inspired by this song…hahaha emoness…:P nah im not, really…
well, u see, there’s this guy…lol that’s how it always starts eh? ;)…but it’s not meant to be…so yeah, what else can i do? move on~ move move on~…it’s already in the process i guess…heh…friends it shall be :) im not a particularly narrow minded person…im cool with it as long as they’re cool with it :)
so yeah anyway, i think it’s really funny how for many of us, it feels like, the ones u don’t want come to u, but the ones u want, somehow seems like…it’s impossible to reach them…all this weird twists of fate…sometimes i wonder, should we just settle for what we have or can get? but i guess i can’t do that…maybe now’s not the time, but i can very well say now that im not and will not be that kind of girl…it’s not a very nice thing to do…to lead someone on and give them false hopes, thinking “im not gonna lose anything, so why don’t i just give it a try?”…and in the end, u decide there really is and will not be anything there, so u walk away…and leave the other one hurt…so ouch right? :S…don’t think i can do that…maybe it’s because i have done it, so i know not to do it again…but who knows yeah? maybe i might somehow end up doing it again…we can’t predict what’s gonna happen in the future..but let’s hope it will never happen :)…
hmmm now thinking from the other person’s perspective…i guess…it’s never easy for them…when u know someone likes u but u don’t feel the same way…things get awkward and u don’t know what to do…i guess deep down we all know how it’s like…because we’ve pretty much been through it before…and yet, the funny thing is, when we’re the ones liking the ones that don’t like us back, all that knowledge just disappears lol…i mean i can’t say this applies to everyone, but at the very least for me, it does…i mean, it’s there in my head, but somehow u still just wanna try to win his/her attention…what to do right…u like the person what…but then coming back now to the ones that like u but u don’t like them…it must be pretty hard for them too right?…hahaha this is all so confusing…i guess we can apply newton’s third law here : for every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction…hahahaha physics wei…pro hahahaha :P
sigh, i guess matters of the heart is something just too complex to fully understand…after all, we can’t read minds, so we can’t know how the other person’s feeling or what he/she is thinking…which brings me to my next dilemma…apparently the “in-thing” in relationships now is that no confession is needed…people just flirt, and go out, and get together eventually…with no confirmation of feelings whatsoever…O.o which is something i don’t really like…i mean…yeah the flirting and all is okay…but…how do u know if there is gonna be anything there? or is he/she just toying around with u?…what if it means something to u, but nothing to the other person?…what if they were just empty flirts to them but they weren’t to u? seriously, what happened to the old days where feelings for someone are given confirmation through confessions? i think i prefer that…i mean, think about it, at least u’ll know it when someone likes u in that sorta way, and u know that if u don’t feel the same way, u can tell him/her about it, and u’ll know how to watch ur actions so as to not lead them on the wrong way and give them false hopes right…well ok, rejections are tough, but hey, at least u know that u’ll have to move on…and like i said, im not the type that believes in the saying “if we can’t be lovers, we can’t be friends” i totally disagree with it…unless of course, it comes to some special conditions like the person is a crazy stalker or something hahaha if that were the case, i guess it’s alright to follow that saying ;)…for safety reasons hahaha…but anyway, yeah, i prefer the old style haha…lesser mind games and a smaller risk of leading someone on, or being led on the wrong way :)…i think everyone hates that right…well i surely do…
sadly for now, it’s all mind games mind games mind games…sigh…it’s like, confessions will just end up making people feel awkward nowadays…come on, be sporting a little won’t you? just because the one u like doesn’t like u back, it’s not the end of the world…yeah, be sad, but move on, and keep the friendship! then again, i guess it take both parties to be sporting enough to keep the friendship going without any awkward situations…
well, don’t get me wrong, there are still very happy couples together now through that new method…but i say i still prefer it back then :)…because to me, it’s important that we know…playing guessing games in matters of the heart is never an easy thing…
lol and suddenly now after typing this out, i feel that it’s gonna be easier to let go of my current crush hahaha…i think there’s someone else…for him, not me lol…hopefully it’ll be my turn to find someone soon :) and to quote my aunt : sometimes, it’s all fated :)
p/s: gonna be cramming as much sociological facts as i can into my head for my paper on wednesday :( that’s gonna be a handfull...or headfull…O.o lol…bleh…nights! woohoo i updated! hahaaha xD
Instructions: 1. Open this website : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx 2. Take the Personality Quiz (it's VERY short and easy, really)
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
honestly, i think the results are pretty accurate for myself haha :) try it out and see what u get! u might be surprised ;)
p/s: im so stressed!!! :( exams exams exams!!! not enough timeeee!!! T_T
p/p/s: i super feel like
killing putting a muzzle on my neighbour’s chihuahua –_- the yapping is super distracting!!! can’t studyyyyyy!! >:(
don’t get me wrong, im a dog lover <3 but this time im already drowning in my studies…i don’t need some yapping dog to add to the suffering :(